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What is happening to me

    Things are changing, actually happening so fast that I can’t keep up with the emotions. Because pain can be debilitating it plays tricks on your mind and it becomes difficult to reason ones state of health. Now I am feeling better, hesitant to say, I’m feeling good. In any case I am happy to just say I’m feeling better. As I now have no pain and my energy levels are increasing I feel as though I have no state of ill health. No ill health, no problem. I am conflicted that I still have Stage IV Lung Cancer, 2% chance to live five years with a 7 to 8 month average life expectancy. I am slowly becoming arrogant again. I am also becoming conflicted that I am again arrogant, what happened to my new found humility? Emotions!!!

6/16 Today is a milestone,